I Wish I Had Blue Eyes

What kind of color is avalaible for eyes? Can we pick any one from them? Yes, the blue one, please. (Do you think that you can buy it just like you buy soft lens?)

Ehm.... Never mind what it's written above. I just want to tell you that my eyes colour is just ordinary. Nothing special in it. My eyes are black. You know that I am Asian. (but some friends of mine have brown eyes, even my mother's eyes are brown, and it's not herditary to me, though). That's good then. I am 100% ASIAN. At least this is what you can see when you meet me, even you can conclude this at the first time you saw my picture. But I still sure that I have such kind of Western blood, due to what my grandpa's look-like. He really looked like Western people, with his brown eyes and hair (his hair is gray, now), very fair skin, tall figure, prominent nose, and the brown spots in his skin. And it's made me uncertainly believe that I'm 100% Asian.

Talking about eyes, I have a silly story about it. It was happened about one week ago. In my campus, there are some foreigners, and some of them are Kaukasian. When I was queing at ATM, there were two European guys came and start queing. I was paying attention for them for a while. Based on what I heard, I concluded that they're not speaking in English. And I'm pretty sure about it (I know how English would be heard, even with Scotland accent). I was looking at their eyes color, and they were blue both. Although that blue were not quite beauty and enchanting, but probably they were better than mine which are black. Then I spontaneously said, "I wish I had blue eyes" with normal volume, but my friend said that I was speaking aloud. I thought that they would not understand what I was saying. But it seemed that I was misscalculated. They understood, dude. Then they were staring at me. My friend really know well about that situation. And she seemed to be shy to have a silly friend like me. I acted as I was an innocent girl who never made a mistake and as if there was nothing happened. And after me and my friend left, she said that actually that two European guys were speaking in English, just with strange and uncommon accent. But I was definitely sure that they weren't. I'm definitely and absolutely sure, actually. Ha ha ha...

As Long As We Still Young

I can confidently state that I still young, unless I am not sure whether I still belong to "teenager" category or not. So, what? What I want to underline here is.... the fact that I still young and perhaps some of you, guys and gals who read this are still young too.. I mean, we, as the young people and young generation should express our gratitude by using this time as well as we can. When we made a mistake in this young age, it can affect our future, bad future is in our threshold if we did it.
Ha ha ha ha... Again and again,,, I act as if I am the most wise person in this world.

Just take it easy, dude... Actually what I want to say and stress is... ENJOY your young periode as long as you can inhale it. It wont be happen twice (except you believe in reincarnation theory). When you old, your hair, your skin, your face, your body shape wouldn't look like this anymore. It would be so... horrible at that hideous moment. That firm skin would be... GONE!! That beautiful hair would be... FADE AWAY. The power that you have now... would be so LOW. And that's why, take your time and enjoy your life. And this is like what I'm doing, I really like to wear a very attractive outfit. Not just simply casual and ordinary. Until my seniors in campus gave "Miss Nu Rave" title to me. At first, I didn't get what the heck "Miss Nu Rave" means. But now I know the reason. It was because of my extraordinary clothes that I used to wear. It wouldn't be extraordinary if I lived in Japan, Hongkong, or Korea. But the thing is... I live in Indonesia. Ha ha ha ha...
Fashion will die, but STYLE will last forever.


Come on baby, when you finally get old one day, you won't be able to wear those attractive and gaudy clothes again. I mean you can, with people around you laughing at you. When you're old, you won't be able to dance actively and attractively again. You're shocking pink wedges won't suit your feet again, you're green eyeshadow won't be looked great in your make up, those big earrings can't decorate your ears anymore, and you won't be able to color your hair in blue. Ha ha ha... I bet you don't have this courage to do this in that oldy age. So, take your times and relax... Enjoy your life!